SyryanaRayn

I tried to write this two weeks ago and just couldn't. At the time I was really in my head and my thoughts were to scattered to actually write. A friend of mine Lost his mother. She was found dead in her home by her sister and my mother's best friend. I finally got out of my head and was going to write this on Wednesday but two things happened in one day. L from the crash that killed two of my friends started working with me. I'm happy that his neck healed and he is alright, but he looks like his sister and I'm not sure how I feel about seeing him almost daily. Also that day I got a phone call that hurts to even think about. On the fourth a m

I am a bit early this month. I haven't worked up the courage to go to the crash site. The crash seems really fresh right now for some reason. A good friend I have made recently is in the hospital. I hope that she is ok. I really don't want to lose anymore friends. I'm actually terrified of it. I am living more on my own now. My sister and I are room mates and she has a job where is travels a lot. Other than that not much has happened. My grandfather got pneumonia and had a small heart attack. He is going to be fine and is home recovering. I am so ready for a good month. :/

April was slightly uneventful. I turned 26 this month. I had 3 weeks in a row with overtime at work. My grandmother gets stronger every day as the rest of my family slowly falls apart. It's taken 10 years for it to get this bad. My sister and cousins try and stay on decent terms as our parents fight. I have discovered recently that I love eye makeup. I have several eyeshadow pallets and four different liquid eyeliners. One is in a chrome, the others are glitter. I went to Medieval Times with my sister for my birthday. I bought an Xbox and several other game related things, including three shirts from The Yogscast and two mugs. I lost so much